7 months of 2021 and it wasn't easy. I'm not that satisfied of somethings and happy with things too. I'm happy with friends that surround me, but sometime and today I feel quite dizzy about it. Honestly speaking people can effect us, You don't even know. its not the fist time I felt the change inside of me. heck i made one person feel hurt because of my actions. but had my reasons for it. i just want to make things clear but it didn't work to the point, I just left.in 2 months i felt free but why suddenly sometimes you were inside my head. a lot of things figured but I'm still confused with it. trying to keep it up but sometimes I just wanna give up. I am happy of my results and ill keep working. help. I'm tied.