maybe, maybe not

Maybe I made my choice, or not? What if I made the right route or not? what if life is not easy going? There is a lot of things I’m still finding for. Thing that even I cant and trying to comprehend. For everybody who is reading this, I’m not perfect and I wanted to show that everything will be okay. but it’s not. Had my hard times and I’m still facing it. I just wanted to be the light in everybody but now I realize that I can’t help everybody. I’m trying to be the strong faith that everybody sees me. but I’m also human ,I break down and now currently speaking, it is happening in this year 2021 where is a brand new year but I break down the most. But you know I cant just let it go so I’ll fight it. because there is a little voice that burst into my heart that I can’t just give up.

accomplish?

There is a lot of things we want to accomplish in life. We want to do things perfectly as possible. Good ones for sure. You work you hardest to hit that goal of yours but you realize that your stuck. I felt it too until now, I’m still in this stage where I am still finding what I want in life. The right future for me. In all honesty I wanted to give up and life just move me then I move myself. I was in the state of crying everyday because I thought it was so hard for me. But overcame it. it was hard for me and I know it will be harder in the next journey of my life. For you, your facing more hard and difficult things, I may not know about your life journey and what situation you are dealing with but I wanna apply to you that you’re not alone in this battle. Always stay strong even if it is so tiredly draining. I know you can face it. If you need help, don’t shy away and stand your ground. Because you are strong in anyway shape or form.

?

A question mark. it’s something that people always have when there are uncertain, unknowable. like how can you find the answer if you don’t have any clue. You’re confused with a question in the paper and you just blank of. its just like life, you’re surrounded with question in your head that cant be answered right away. You’ll get frustrated and annoyed for the things that you are not capable to do. For a year and a half I thought I was the only one that was having a hard time facing life. I didn’t thought about how I affected people around me. Now I’m a little older and I think about things more more bigger then I thought about last time. There is more difficulties and pressure that I’m facing but I realize that whatever you’re facing right now just remember do not give up. Be always positive even if it’s so hard for you. I’m not perfect with words or people in general, but I just want you to know that you are are perfect in own ways. show of your flaws because that is who you are.